T-172 days

 

-Tony Gordon

Let this be the start for the remaining half of the year. I aspire for only one type of life - a fulfilling one. My 20's were filled with excuses, self discovery, growth and mistakes. Lots of mistakes were made. And several more will be made. However, let the ones made from here on be those that are worthwhile of the time I have been blessed with in a day. 

My head hurts - because there are so many things running through my head. 172 days left to hit my goal of 100,000. Can I do it? 112 days to hit my goal of 68,000. A step at a time. I'm going to document everything here, I want to be able to look back on the days I felt compelled to come to this space to document my thoughts and neaten the voices in my head. 

Today, I'm declaring this goal to myself. 

I'm feeling overwhelmed because the number of appointments I have lined up for the next few weeks are not reflective of one who has such big goals for herself. Hence the problem is simple - I simply need to reach out to more people and service more lives. 

The issue of conviction no longer exists - I believe in the cause of what I do. I simply just need to be more disciplined and laser focus on the things I do during the day that contributes to this goal. 

Bismillah, let's go.
xx.